ENOUGH OF THAT, SAYS I! D:

But before I go plowing on like I'm a reformed environmentalist, I have to thank everybody who took the time out to either share their concerns and stories with me or give a bit of heartfelt counseling. I truly do appreciate it: you helped me personally get out of a funk that may have hurt me for a lot longer. I'm not over it, of course, I've just found a more intelligent way to handle it, which includes doing all I can and looking for the bright Green Energy spots in life, which are indeed beginning to show. I can't destroy the earth singlehandedly, after all, so my guilt shouldn't encompass that possibility :3 All I know is that I'll be joining many, many an environmentalist activist group in college, that's FO. SHO.

But anyways <3 I've regained the meaning in my own petty, American Bubble life, so hooray says I!

SO. SOSOSO. Tonight was the opening night of our play, Twelve Angry Men, and... god above, let me tell yous, it went BEAUTIFULLY. SWIMMINGLY. SMOOTH AS ICECREAM. Hamagahd. We even got a standing ovation, and everyone remembered their lines so well <3 Maaaaaah. Few things make me happier than a performance well-delivered and well-enjoyed. HEART. (And many people stopped to tell me afterwards that I was frigid, bitchy and quite, quite middle-aged. AWESOME.)

But my drama teacher is being INCREDIBLY VILLAINOUS and insisting we concoct a 'Senior Review' (a bunch of performed pieces) in, like, a little under two weeks. RIDICULOUS. It's the end of SCHOOL FO GAWDSAYK. Puuuh. I can't wait to be out from under her totally fickle reign of terror.

Next weekend is Renfair. WAAAAAAAA!? (On the plus side, my costume is done! A little different than expected... but done!)

Also, my romantic self-esteem has grown back into the fine, healthy faculty it used to be. I AM AWRIGHT, and how! Better now, even! I just realized that tonight, and what a pretty thing it is to notice <3

I'm sewing corsets and hats and pretty things. (Plus cosplay! Lots of cosplay. ... Almost too much cosplay. Eek.)

ALICE BOUGHT HER TICKET AND SHE'S COMING DOWN HOSHIYAT.

Life is just... good. Thank you, everyone. Regardless if you didnt know me, or I know you and love you but don't get to talk to you very often, or even spend every day with you... thank you for taking the time. Love.

Strange Edit: HO MY FREAKING GAWD. 'Dexter' tonight was the most freaking intensely pseudo-platonic/homo-erotic thing I have SEEN IN AGES. OH MY GOD. OH. MY GOD. (For those of you watching it on TV, DON'T MISS NEXT WEEKS. GAAAAH.)

GOD, that was awesome. Goooowwwd. HAAAAA. .... *cries* Why, though, WHYYY?